in the middle of nowhere...

Tiring and boring day is slowly go away from my life and everything is getting better and i'm feeling great even still have a bit tired and sleepy.Hopefully this is gonna end soon.

How i really need a new world badly.

The office situation always make me sick.

Where all the friends?

I want my pillow.

I need to reduce another 10 kg then only make me smile!!


i have a stock of photos but i just don't have the energy and ideal and mood to write about them. I don't want to show them without the stories but the stories is just not in yet. My mind have been hanging somewhere that i can't grabbed them.

I tried drink a coffee to get the mood but i just failed to do that so...
i tried a hazelnut coffee...then keep waiting for the new mood.......i didn't feel anything !!
i tried the herbs tea because i need the good bowel movement for today....it taste bad but i still keep drinking everyday.
i tried not to eat heavy meals because i am on the diet so i eat fruits and veggies a lot..sometimes make me feel annoying.
i tried to make me happy..but i don't know how.....

am i in the crisis?middle age women crisis?